menial shit

so i started to make a huge post of some of my favorites from the fw14 shows then i realized H had way too many so here is part 1 of several documenting some of my personal faves in black (I still haven't seen every single collection but it might take several hours of procrastination so)

 

A.F. Vandevorst

 

Ann Demeulemeester

 

Araks

 

Calvin Klein Collection

 

Comme des Garcons Comme des Garcons

  Creatures of Comfort

MM6 Maison Martin Margiela

 Organic by John Patrick

hey i just remembered i have this blog so here's the only poem i've ever written & liked

 My Floorboards Creak Incessantly

Your nomadic back ascends

the biting reality

of my flesh—

catcall my goosebumps

as you scale the hailing peaks

littering my being.

Explore my moaning oration—

what is the scathing devour in your depths

and how can I release my own?

Modern muse,

pluck daisies from my skin

for the absence of fecundity is thematic

in your teething gnaw

on my ankles,

my calves,

my discovered ligaments.

Brew your angled arch in my back

and revert to foe,

seize what you refer to as

the culmination of mutual benefit.

Dedicated deviation courses through our mangled plains.

We debate

who pushes,

who pulls;

we debate

the nature of splitting stones

and terra-cotta taxonomies

(what really is cosmogony

and the violence in our pantheon—

our Genesis is pure chaos).

The would-you-rathers

       dramatically shift

to rights-and-wrongs.

So tear me apart.

I have only one objection:

in solidarity

I worship my own beast and have no room for yours.

So as you claw at my internal diaspora

to milk and honey,

remember that I am

Nothing

but a body,

wrought with obscenities.

Nothing

but the wonder

of an inherently fickle tempest

that rustles in tall grass

and is unbridled for our time being.

But I digress.

damnit i had another weird weekend

to summarize: molly, stealing a stick horse, 3-legged cat named Otis Petting, someone's random and delicious nachos, dmt, threesome, no class monday, etc
I actually need to start focusing on school
it's 4:15am and I'm on adderall does that count?

also

just had one of the most ridiculous weekends of my life. guess that is worth noting.
characterized by impersonating a tambourine player, free crepe, drinking too much, free cocaine, having a band and a half staying at my house, meeting the prettiest boy i've ever kissed, good music, licking rick onto and off of a cute girls nipple, pizza

fuck I keep forgetting to post shit. this blog is so stupid

here's some pix i took and stupid shit like that i guess

i have a flickr  but I haven't posted anything really on it yet so

best song ever and talking about stupid shit

this song is soooooooooo goood


life is weird ya know
just like weird man
weird

anyway I made out with one of the dudes from my favorite band:

when he pinned me up against that wall omg honestly like cumming-my-pants hot
it was a ridiculous night. totally work the 10 hrs of driving in a 24 period. my phone, ID, and $$ was stolen but... i got to make out with the MAN (one of the men? how do I pluralize and divide/specify that ? why are all my jokes so bad?) ugh all the dudes from the band and the band who opened for them and myself and a few others drank all night and I everyone thought i was weird for offering everyone present walnuts but I was just really hungry and like edible seeds and it's just my hippie hospitality showing

but other than that i haven't done anything but school & hang out & halloween was ok (I dressed as a stereotypical drunk white girl--abercrombie and fitch, mini denim skirt, uggs, pumpkin spice late, tramp stamp & all).

i convinced a few people "i was gonna be a cat but i forgot my cat ears"
weird
ya know



weird

live fast die young bad girls do it well

m.i.a. is literally a goddess: some sort of middle-eastern badass bitch from hell kind of goddess who reigns the world with the simple move of her hips. idk. all I know is I wanna fuckin ride a car like that.

this is a new track from the arctic monkeys titled "Do I Wanna Know":


I really love the music video because it reminds me so much of superjail animation. fucking AWESOME show




well i got prescribed vyvanse (basically adderall) so yippee I'll be posting a lot more

new shitty lookbook look:

I mean it was already 4pm so pardon my drunk expression and stature. the party was at this super awesome house with the craziest mountainous/canyon-like/forest-y  backyard I've ever seen. there was a slip n slide but the weather was extremely shitty after a week of high 80s--thanks northern california for your temperamental weather. at least we can count on its mood swings.

xoxo gossip girl

wassssup bitznatch

>>>2 of my fave songs rinnow








 >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>low key bringing biznatch back

>>obligatory booty pix

 >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>i really hope this makes you feel uncomfortable

qfs13

so there were only a couple pics from the show and tbh everything went totally shit and I'm super bummed about it, but whatever. here are basically the end results

there are a few pieces missing but I honestly doubt anyone cares i dont lol


at least my song was awzzzzzum




aleos' soundcloud
aleos' bandcamp

guess how hungover I am and it's 5:22

reeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeally hungover

unrelated note: I'm designing for a fashion show called the queer fashion show at UCSC and since I have a blog with 2 followers I thought I'd let yall know what I'm designing

these are kind of temp designs so I'm making a lot of changes, these were just to please(ish) the people who were reviewing my grant proposal, that I didn't get! life is grand

actually I just realized I only scanned 4 but here they are

the show is 2 weeks away and I haven't started shit wish me luck

even cowgirls get the blues

go to my lookbook to see this same picture on a different website
wearing: diy thrifted dress (same as this one) / thrifted western concho belt w cool animals like turtles and rabbits and shit / thrifted thick knit black cropped sweater / leather choker from here / jc coltranes from wasteland

Edit: it got deleted off lookbook! I don't understand why.
this is the picture:

I cut the dress up to make it shorter but accidentally cut the front too short so everyone saw everything at school . it was a good time
then I wore it last friday when I went to berkeley for xxyyxx & mister lies. afterwards we went to the afro house (an african american co-op) and they had the most fun party i've been to in sooooooooo long

I just got back from portland all spring break at my aunt and uncle's and had the most ridiculous time. some guy wanted me to go to chicago with him and then I think wanted me to elope with him?? Idk I was drunk the whole time and bought a lot of cool shit and ate really good food. pictures to follow.

I'm currently designing for this fashion show called the queer fashion show, which is in may. I've been making a lot of new shoe designs too which I think are pretty cool but I'm probably off base completely. I have so much work to do. classes are crazy hectic as well

i've slept 6 hrs in the past 2 nights and I probably won't be able to sleep again until tomorrow night so please let me sleep vicariously through you

swEET DREAMSxxxxxxxxxzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

she's morphine

alt j - breezeblocks
(my favorite song ever right now)

fidlar - oh

grant - earth in hindsight

that's what I'm listening to right now
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music news:
saw mux mool, iceage, still caves, and fuzz in portland over spring break. toooooooooooo good . I went to see xxyyxx & mister lies @ berkeley for free the other night and it was suuuuuuper ill. I'm seeing local natives in less than a week which should be fuckin SICK . this year is a nochella year for me because after 7 years straight I needed a break. and last year sucked cuz it was 107 degrees and for personal reasons. but next year I'll just stay at the ace and get better drugs

IM ON ADDERALL

4ever srsly
why school why

im just like stupid inspired
so heres some shit I'm diggin rinnnnow

prettywhores 

 seriously the one of the illest artists out there - watch out for her, shes a do mad things

 givenchy

more givenchy

 barbie arm jewelry by margaux lange

 christine - the biggest babe out there (and one half of UNIF) 

haikus by benedict smith

 palm tattoos

and who doesn't like classical cat artwork

i need to fucking focus ok bye